Hello Papa Mole. Today I have missed you dreadfully and it hurts so badly. I miss you so much dad. Your funeral was the day before yesterday and we were all strong and I know you and mum were proud of us. Its just I feel it bypassed me because I had to hold it together so much and I feel like I didn't really say the goodbye I needed to. When we put your ashes somewhere lovely I will have my moment then. I love you dad. I never knew I could love you so much but I realised it in the hospital. Will you come to me in a dream soon? Just to say hello? It hurts and I miss you xxxxxxxxxxxxxx